i love Him more

i'm letting you go. i'm saying good-bye. i'm walking away. i love Him more. i'm sorry for pushing you away. i'm sorry for being galit. i'm sorry for not having faith in you, me, or us. i'm scared that if i leave now, we won't get a second chance. i don't know if you'll feel my absence. i don't know if you'll care. i don't want to give up. deep down. i'm team US. Unconditionally Submitted ... to God. forgive me as i'm learning to forgive you. i'm reporting back to the boss. it's not our time, yet. please, take care of yourself. i pray you find your way to Him because i honestly don't know where you are in life. only when i'm ready and when you're ready will He bring us together. it's not about me. it's not about you. it's all for His glory. so i pray that as i find myself in Him you get ready. prepare yourself, too because i know we are capable of being "a force to be reckoned with". don't take this the wrong way. understand i love Him so much more. it's His Love that allows me to unconditionally love you. take care of yourself . ... "hope to see you at the finish line."