MOTHER'S DAY

This past Sunday marks the beginning of a series of letters. I'll be turning 20 next month and I really don't know how many Mother's Days will pass before officially become one. My clock has been ticking since I was 18 yrs. old. Mommy made a bad choice and I almost had one of you at a very young age. I wasn't ready and I endured the consequences.

If there's one thing I want you guys to know, it's this: Mommy loves you very much. You already made Mommy happy and blessed before you were born. No matter what happens God loves and will love you so much more than Mommy or Daddy could ever love you; (and that's A GREAT THING to know)

God changed my life forever. He already revealed who your Daddy is. Daddy is a very complex person. We've only met once and Mommy has a lot to learn about Daddy. By FAITH and with God Mommy is able to wait. It's hard and Mommy isn't perfect but I know in God's Time, it'll all be worth it.

When you're able to read, I will show you all of these. Thank you for being who you are. Already praying for you and that day to come.

LOVE YOU ALWAYS,
GOD BLESS,
MOMMY

10. The Prayer (2009)

Here is the moment where I prayed to God for the first time in a very long time . I asked Him to take away all of the joy I was feeling at that very moment because it rightfully belonged to Him . For a big part of my life, I had allowed good things to happen to me without ever glorifying them to God, or making Him a part of my happiness . Sometimes, when life is going so well, I tend to give myself the credit and forget about asking for help . But in this moment, I made sure to remember to share all of my joy with God .

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