i love Him more

i'm letting you go. i'm saying good-bye. i'm walking away. i love Him more. i'm sorry for pushing you away. i'm sorry for being galit. i'm sorry for not having faith in you, me, or us. i'm scared that if i leave now, we won't get a second chance. i don't know if you'll feel my absence. i don't know if you'll care. i don't want to give up. deep down. i'm team US. Unconditionally Submitted ... to God. forgive me as i'm learning to forgive you. i'm reporting back to the boss. it's not our time, yet. please, take care of yourself. i pray you find your way to Him because i honestly don't know where you are in life. only when i'm ready and when you're ready will He bring us together. it's not about me. it's not about you. it's all for His glory. so i pray that as i find myself in Him you get ready. prepare yourself, too because i know we are capable of being "a force to be reckoned with". don't take this the wrong way. understand i love Him so much more. it's His Love that allows me to unconditionally love you. take care of yourself . ... "hope to see you at the finish line."

DAY OF BIRTH PRAYER

Heavenly Father,

Thank You for this day and this time of prayer. Thank you for blessing Ryan
with another year of life; for all the blessings You've given him.
Lord, I thank You for the endless opportunities and events Quest has
been given. Lord, I pray that he enjoyed his day of birth. Thank of You
for watching over him and the rest of Quest. I pray for him as an
individual, Lord. I pray that You continue to move in his life; always
guiding him and reminding him that You're taking care of everything.
You know best and I pray You continue to provide what they need. The
more their dreams, ambitions and, goals are achieved, the more my
prayers are being answered. Thank You Lord for being so faithful to us,
so undeserving of Your Love. You've been there through it all. Endless
praise on Your greatest. Thank You for the privilege of prayer. We love
You and praise You in Jesus Name. Amen.

Lady Lovely

I started thinking of a princess . Not literally the royal kind, but the girl who puts on an elegant dress and gets all made up for a special night . THAT scene . This song accelerates itself just like a boy's heartbeat, when setting his eyes on such a beauty.